This is intended for you YamiAmi, as a response to your 'Worst Week Ever'-Entry. (For those that haven't read it, here's the link: [link] feel free to browse it and read the related comments and this response that was just too long to fit into a lone comment...)
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Well, seeing as your not exactly tactful (or shall I say honest?) about your breakup with a) your ex-gf nor b) the group, as you so eloquently called us, I shall remedy that now.
So, in response to that I am going to set your friends/comment-writers straight about your break-up and departure. See, there is one lovely little feature on yim, which saves all the conferences and PM's. It is utterly flawless and can not be deterred and I am not even going to cut out spello's. Rest assured, this is a complete copy of the whole truthful story.
Oh and in case you haven't figured it out yet....I (*points at self* firstthunder1000 in the following convo's) am that hearbreaking, annoying, insulting and just plain mean and evil TWIN. And yes, I am quite proud to be her twin!

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Yahoo! Messenger (24.06.2008 21:25:42): Kd Zeal has joined the conference.
Yahoo! Messenger (24.06.2008 21:25:43): Danielle Owen has joined the conference.
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:25:50): evenin'
Kd Zeal (24.06.2008 21:25:58): Afternoon.
Danielle Owen (24.06.2008 21:26:01): Hm
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:26:08): nice time of day
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:26:18): okay, so to set things straight
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:26:29): Jayson, ya intend ta leave the herd?
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:26:34): just askin on my part here
Danielle Owen (24.06.2008 21:26:35): No
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:26:41): cuz I finally wanna know just what's goin on
Danielle Owen (24.06.2008 21:26:50): Loki did break up with me though
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:26:57): surprise surprise
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:27:03): so, how ya intend ta keep it?
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:27:11): I won't have no herd fight another
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:27:22): no bitchin or anything in convo's, if ya intend ta stay
Danielle Owen (24.06.2008 21:27:38): All I want is for us to be friends, but she doens't want that
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:27:47): no snekiness, no nothing
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:27:52): *cough*
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:27:58): If I may set you right on that one
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:28:07): she offered you to stay friends, yet you declined
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:28:20): and she tried talking to you, yet frankly ya don' wanna listen
Danielle Owen (24.06.2008 21:28:28): Well, fickle me realized I STILL love her for god knows why
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:28:41): it's your loss then
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:28:49): and pls stop it
Danielle Owen (24.06.2008 21:29:08): Look, Den, don't make this worse for me, I'm not going to blow up anymore
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:29:09): stop being all mighty about this as if it's somehow Loki's fault that YOU THINK that you still love her
Yahoo! Messenger (24.06.2008 21:29:10): Danielle Owen has left the conference.

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So that's how the official conference went. With KDZeal as some sort of silent bystander to make sure we talk to each other fairly and mainly to observe the exchange so that quotes like: "'Wouldn't you do ANYTHING to please her?'" couldn't be made without anybody knowing whether they are true or made up. (for anyone who skipped reading the entire convo, that line was made up.) Now for the ensuing PM, because frankly I do not like it if people just drop offline while I talk to them, so I usually leave an offline-message behind. This time tough, Jayson got back online while I was typing the first post of the following PM and was a little preoccupied with typing to take notice. But please, do see/read for yourselves and make your up your own mind if Jayson is so keen on sharing the whole little misunderstanding like this.

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firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:31:22): I hate the fact that I have to resort to such measures. It is frankly, very impolite to just leave a conversation, which has your future in the herd as the main topic. Just dropping out of a conversation about something that is 'important' to you, as you so claimed....is distasteful.
jasonlethegrey (24.06.2008 21:31:39): I got kicked off
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:32:05): oh yeah? with a real good leaving sentence no doubt
jasonlethegrey (24.06.2008 21:32:15): I WAS going to say more
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:32:28): I want answers Jay and I want them now, cuz I hate getting them from second sources
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:32:36): well, then by primus do so!
jasonlethegrey (24.06.2008 21:32:37): Something along the lines of 'I fucked up, what more do you want me to say?'
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:32:56): I don't want you to say anything
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:33:07): your the one who should know what to say and not to say it to me
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:33:30): I may be my twinny's twin, but that does not mean that ya need ta defend yerself from me or explain yerself ta me
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:33:54): but one thing, ya hurt my twin, ya hurt me and at the same time ya piss me off fer hurting my twin, it's that easy
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:34:00): but this ain't about me
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:34:03): or me being pissed off
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:34:08): it's about ya future
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:34:12): either ya care
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:34:14): or ya don't
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:34:18): it's that simple
jasonlethegrey (24.06.2008 21:34:59): I do care, that's the thing, I care too much
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:35:36): okay, I can accept that, but then ya need ta accept that ya've hurt my twinny, cuz apparently she cared way too much about you as well
jasonlethegrey (24.06.2008 21:35:43): I have
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:35:45): it's either, you can be civil with one another
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:36:11): or I'll have to take drastic measures, which I don' wanna do
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:36:38): it may have escaped yer notice until now, cuz I seldomly puff out my chest and say it or do something like it
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:36:43): but I am still an officer
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:36:54): and frankly, I hate the continuous fights
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:37:12): it's been like this for months on end or rather, there ain't no end in sight
jasonlethegrey (24.06.2008 21:37:37): I just want my girl back, okay? I love her dearly, I acted nuts yesterday because she practically KILLED ME by breaking up with me, and she doesn't believe me when I told her that I tried to kill myself yesterday because of it
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:37:52): your stupid
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:37:56): sry, but you are
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:38:07): killing yourself because of a mess that your at fault for, is stupid
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:38:33): and as far as I am capable of reading, which I do believe myself to be, then it was the other way around and YOU broke up with HER
jasonlethegrey (24.06.2008 21:38:46): I didn't mean it!
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:38:54): and what's worst about it is that you boasted around that you would NEVER take her back
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:39:06): not meaning something and saying it anyway is even more stupid Jay
jasonlethegrey (24.06.2008 21:39:13): I was mad, okay? I have an anger management problem
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:39:33): either, you grow up and solve that problem then or I'll arrange something else
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:40:10): I hate ta be the badass here, but someone gotta be it and seeing as it's my twin who's hurt...I actually think that I have the RIGHT to be that badass
jasonlethegrey (24.06.2008 21:40:56): Look, are you going to taunt me all day long, or are you gonna help me become Loki's friend again before I have to leave the Herd?
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:41:07): taunt you?
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:41:24): are you bonkers?
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:41:42): why the pit should I help you? I am trying to save my twin more heartache here
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:41:56): so if ya really love her, then ya only want what's best for her right?=!
jasonlethegrey (24.06.2008 21:42:16): Yeah, and if that means leaving the herd, well, here's my resignation!
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:42:22): and you don't neccessarily need to be her friend ta stay in the herd
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:42:31): but well, as you so wish
firstthunder1000 (24.06.2008 21:45:06): and once again, you prove just how mature you are by just dropping out of an argument like this, you should really think about going to a therapy about your PMS...which I quite honestly doubt you have, your only a pampered little twit who screams and kicks and lashes out at ANY and EVERYONE around her if she doesn't get HER BLOODY WAY. This piece said...I'd accept your resignation, yet I am not Prime, so you'll have to bring your cause up to her.

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Oh and in case somebody wondered...I am not entirely certain if she ever got the last three posts of mine. She did drop offline, or at least that's what it seemed like, but now that I know she blocked most of us (the group, as she named us) I guess she could have blocked me then already...

In any case, if you feel the need to discuss this with me at length or think I am annoying her (yes Dragontrainer954, as her friend I would like to give you the opportunity), please do not be shy to contact me either via e-mail: firstthunder1000@yahoo.de or my Yahoo-ID(FirstThunder1000). Just for the record, I do not want any half-truths being spread.

Ciao
FirstThunder1000 aka. Dendey

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Yet, seeing as she has probably already deleted them from her journal....I've taken the liberty of posting the comments as one up here, to save them for future reviews.

Thanx for reading!
Dendey